They're not easy to deal with, no matter what kind they are.
Family: you know them for one way for so long and love them for it, even look up to them for it. But when that idea of them is shattered and you begin truely getting to them them? Everythings sooo different.... Sometimes it's never the same and you never get back that relationship...but sometimes it's never the same but...becomes better.
Friends: they, especially at a young age, can seem like one of the few best people in your life. Until the day they start turning on you. They almost always do, and sometimes it's too unforgivable how they hurt you.
They can hurt with the smallest things and you look over it, because they didn't mean it. Maybe you were younger then. You know you still love each other as friends. But then, some of those friends begin to hurt you more and worse. Then, your faced with having to choose whether you need or want that friend anymore. Is it worth it?
'That Special Someone': i've seen few perfect couples and many shitty ones. People lie, people hurt each other, people are selfish...but they love as well...they care...they'll do anything.
Well, me, I'm not sure i'll ever have a chance to have either. Whether it's because no one will ever take a chance with me....or I won't take a chance with anyone else, idk but...I want someone....but I'm scared...
So, yeah...I'm kind of annoyed with relationships lately, lol. And school is getting me worried about the future. God, i just wish i had some way to calm down, ignore everything I'm worried about. I want to escape...I need a vacation, lmao.
