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Saturday, March 31, 2012

Too Long, Really..

I haven't been on here to update for months now, since BTIKM was only a snippet! What's wrong with me?! Haha.

Lotta different things can happen in only a few months. Not too much has happened to me, don't worry. But enough for me to want to update on here.

So, I've started my second semester of school. It's actually been much better than my first semester. It's still school, so I have my tired or annoyed days. But still, it's been so much better. I like this semesters' classes much more,  a bit more enjoyable. Haha, my mom knew my Gym Couch XD so awkward yet funny....hard to stay focused, though, when my mom has mention seeing him in his underwear and then I imagine that *_* he's a sexy teacher...a short one, but a bit sexy XD

I'm loving art. There's a group of guys who are somewhat entertaining in that class. And what do I mean by that? I mean that they act like idiots, bugging me or talking with me, or trying to get me to help them with/do their work XD (they nicknamed me Picasso for a lil while XD). And I've made it habit for them, now, when any one of them uses gay in an unnesscary way, that tattle tell on each other to me XD

My friends aren't much different this time around, haha. They're all decently cool in their own way, but I have yet to really connect with anyone I feel I could end up being good, loyal, trusting friends with *shrugs* I'm picky like that, haha. And only have moments between classes or at lunch to socialize isn't really the best platform to get to know anyone either.

I'm still an impatient glambert, waiting for my dear Glam-God's music haha. We've gotten so many snippets and a few full songs, making me so much happier /yet/ impatient. His next album, Trespassing, is going to be so amazing I just can't even ... DX
And if I thought the snippet for BTIKM was amazing--Paha! The full song it even more amazing, and the video is sooooo deep! You must look it up "Better Than I Know Myself -by- Adam Lambert". Such a deep, intense take on the good and bad in us all and how you've got to find a balance or you'll end up destroying yourself.
Still writing so many stories and having fun with them all. I even started these oneshots, where I do written version of my vision of how some Adam songs could be as videos ^w^ so far, they've been successes, haha.

And for once, I can finally say...I'm not single! Lol. Which when it happened, it was a shocker for me, for different reasons. The biggest reason being I've never really expected I'd gain that kind of love from anyone...never really happen before you know? Haha, always the one fallen, never the cause of the fall.
I will not talk much of her (yes, HER) but she's been a dear Glam-Friend to me for over a year and a half and she's... She's amazing. I've seen her in her good and bad times and, through confusion, I'd realized I'd fallen for her <3 It took a lot of drama and confusion on both ends, and pain as well. But finally we realized how much we both care for each other and, though we feared ruining the friendship, we just couldn't stick with JUST being friends. It felt like giving up and neither of us wanted to give up, not just yet <3

Home life can be fun as hell...but also tiring and maybe somewhat depressing (drama and fights are never gone in tis home). I try to be understanding, but I half fail on that. I try to tell myself it will be alright eventually ("It'll be alright, in the aftermath~") but some days it's hard for me to believe, I admit. And some days, I just want to escape.
Which has me wanting to just...take a vacation, haha. I'm actually planning on trying to save money up to visit my uncle this summer. Fingers crossed <3 Just need a nice break is all, to experience a new environement.

All in all, I'm doing pretty well ^w^ I hope you all are doing just as well and I pray we can all do our best to remember it WILL be alright, in the aftermath <3

!~*All We Need In This World Is Some Love*~!

Thursday, December 15, 2011

Better Than I Know Myself

My lord...I have been on here much lately, definitely haven't updated in a while either (not that that many people even follow this account, ha)

Life's going fine. There's been drama here and there and some of it has gotten to me but, I don't let it get to me for too long.

Family and school is fine. I'm actually on Christmas break for two weeks, WOO!! And thank god for it, lol, because my only real friend I had at school was slowly becoming annoying :P He's one of those guys that have to talk about their drama, but also want to make you laugh and if you don't, they WILL not leave you alone until their achieve their goal of receiving your attention and if they don't, they get pissy -_-

Anyways. I've been writing lately, happy about that <3 I was writing one of my Adommy stories, but I've gotten caught up in a different, Adam related story of mine. It started being an over-dramatized, fiercian-themed story of how I became a glambert but it's become more personal than I planned and somewhat theraputic to write on lately.

And the other day, me and so many more glamberts were given a gift we've been waiting for. Or, well, a taste of it ;)
Adam tweeted cover art, a release date (20th of this month) and snippet of his coming single, Better Than I Know Myself, which will be on his next album, Trespassing, set to release the 20th of March (sooooooo asking for the for my b-day <3).
When i heard the snippet, I cried. It's short but beautiful and I can't wait for more. And even then, I was also nearly because I'd missed this. hearing new, beautiful music from him. It was like getting in contact with an old, good friend of yours that had a big impact on your life.

I may be being over-dramatic but you know what? Bite me XP

I'm just listening to the snippet, waiting for the full song and writing the story that I am just unable to leave alone. It's beginning to mean a lot to me. It pin-points different annoyances in my life, but the good things as well. Still considering if I should upload it on deviantArt or not, but we'll see once it's finished :P

Hope you all are doing well!!! Here's the beautiful snippet, if you'd like to listen! http://www.adamofficial.com/us/news

~All We Need In This World Is Some Love!~

Saturday, September 17, 2011

Relationships.

They're not easy to deal with, no matter what kind they are.

Family: you know them for one way for so long and love them for it, even look up to them for it. But when that idea of them is shattered and you begin truely getting to them them? Everythings sooo different.... Sometimes it's never the same and you never get back that relationship...but sometimes it's never the same but...becomes better.

Friends: they, especially at a young age, can seem like one of the few best people in your life. Until the day they start turning on you. They almost always do, and sometimes it's too unforgivable how they hurt you.
They can hurt with the smallest things and you look over it, because they didn't mean it. Maybe you were younger then. You know you still love each other as friends. But then, some of those friends begin to hurt you more and worse. Then, your faced with having to choose whether you need or want that friend anymore. Is it worth it?

'That Special Someone': i've seen few perfect couples and many shitty ones. People lie, people hurt each other, people are selfish...but they love as well...they care...they'll do anything.
Well, me, I'm not sure i'll ever have a chance to have either. Whether it's because no one will ever take a chance with me....or I won't take a chance with anyone else, idk but...I want someone....but I'm scared...

So, yeah...I'm kind of annoyed with relationships lately, lol. And school is getting me worried about the future. God, i just wish i had some way to calm down, ignore everything I'm worried about. I want to escape...I need a vacation, lmao.

Thursday, July 21, 2011

It Get's Better

Though that last journal is sadly true (there could be cases that are same, worse or not as bad.), not everyone is like that thankfully.
There are those of us in this world that don't judge you or write you off on one tiny part of who you are, it's every part of who you are. Some of us actually try and get to know you and every good and bad part of you before we give our full opinion and what we think of you. Instead of just saying, 'oh, your male and you like a male, so you're a fag and you deserve to die' or, if you don't want to get in trouble for threatening someones life, 'you're gonna burn in hell'.

*sigh* That ignorance and...the belief that YOU KNOW EVERYTHING...that YOU know what's right and wrong and YOU know who deserves what, or doesn't deserve, in some cases... It really get's on my nerves. WE do not have that right, it is not in our power to say what is truly right, truly wrong and to judge who does or doesn't deserve this or that. That is in God's hands.

But as i was saying above (sorry, ignorance and homophobia REALLY gets on my nerves, if ya haven't noticed XD), there a still plenty of people out there who are more accepting, more open and more loving-who actually think of other human beings as what they are. OTHER! HUMAN! BEINGS! With the same feelings, joys and pains of any other person.
I am disappointed in half the human race, but i am proud of many more. Those people i look up to (My parents, very few stars (like Adam Lambert)), my very good friends and even those i don't know who are just open and caring.
So, here's some links, to show the side of the world-the side of the human race I love.
First link is to Adam's 'It Get's Better' video. For anyone questioning if their lives will ever get better...if anything will EVER change from the crap it may be....watch this  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A_QVknV-M6U
The next two are some stories I've written. One was inspired by a clip from Katy Perry's Firework music video. It was a man in a club, seeming kind of worried or shy. She looks up and you see a blur of a woman and man talking at a bar across the club. He get's up and start's walking over to the couple as the musics playing.Other clips play and it finally come's back to that scene, he's nearly the bar and he seems like he's built up so much courage just to come up to that person at the bar. Finally, he stops and a man at the bar, turns to him, seeming surprised at him being there. And then the male leans in and kisses the other man, leaving the both of them smile...
BECAUSE he got the courage to walk over there and kiss that man he liked, no matter what people would think or what that man would say, he went and did that. He had more things to worry about or be scared of then normal people would, had that went wrong, but he did that and that touched me. SOOO, I wrote this http://sagogirl12.deviantart.com/art/So-Much-Harder-202235100
And another story....more glittery and glambert-tized XD There's a joke that Adam Lambert is a 'glittery alien from planet fierce' XD So, i used that little joke as inspiration for this story that i think turned out pretty good and some of my friends said it was epic, lol XD http://sagogirl12.deviantart.com/art/A-Glamberts-Bedtime-Story-213205025
And here's some awesome art by my awesome friends <3
Adommy on deviantArt--- http://adommy.deviantart.com/art/take-my-hand-188812691
IamZhenyaFox on deviantArt--- http://iamzhenyafox.deviantart.com/art/untitled-215849683
Arty-Eragon-Fan on deviantArt--- http://arty-eragon-fan.deviantart.com/art/Tender-Loving-Paws-208917441
Darkcat6 on deviantArt--- http://darkcat6.deviantart.com/art/LOVE-IS-A-PAIN-IN-THE-ASS-186229122
Eyeshield21DeathNote on deviantArt--- http://eyeshield21deathnote.deviantart.com/art/GlitteryAlienFromPlanetFierce-213054539
GlitteryChibifier on deviantArt--- http://glitterychibifier.deviantart.com/art/Naturally-Obtained-Beauty-236526830
Respett on deviantArt--- http://respett.deviantart.com/art/Making-the-kitty-purr-203006512

Alright then, that is all! :D
oh, what, no, it's not!!!
Aftermath and If I Had You by Adam Lambert <3
Aftermath-- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t0ddTkSYQUo
If I Had You-- http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wmXQFwlD7vk&ob=av2e

Ok, NOW, I'm done XD
Love you guys <3

<3 ! All we need in this world is some love ! <3

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

No One Is Exactly The Same...

No One Is Exactly The Same...
But no one is completely different either.

We all have hearts... We all have brains... We all have feelings...
We all feel joy, we all feel sadness, we all feel pain, we all feel anger, we all feel happiness.
WE ALL FEEL.

So why do some of us treat each other like we don't, huh? Why do some us feel we're better than others? That we deserve more, then those who are 'different' (in what ever way)? Why do we feel the need to judge and condemn others, when it is not our place at all to do so? JUST BECAUSE THEY'RE DIFFERENT IN OUR EYES?!

This blog is being written because I received sad news form a good friend of mine. I won't do into much detail, but someone she barely knew was killed a few days ago.
And she believes it was because he was gay. It's what she feels, not sure if it's true, but if it is...
It is WRONG. You have NO RIGHT to judge a person and condemn them to death JUST because their sexuality!!!
In the end, God it the judge of us all, not us being the judge of each other.

It's bad enough people...get so screwed up in the head to actually WANT to kill another human being, but to kill them because who they love? That's like a gay person killing a straight person because they're not gay like them!!! It makes no sense !!!
And my mom's got Untraceable (movie) playing on the TV, so right now, I feel really ashamed...ashamed to be human, to be a part of a race that...is so ignorant and heartless and mindless.... (but hell, even with killers like that...their monstrosity is usually triggered by something traumatizing, so traumatizing that they're changed in such a way, they go crazy, Their judgement is screwed up, they go half crazy. They're not the same people they used to be.....some (only some) serial killers are less guilty then those who just choose to kill because they feel someone deserves it)

In conclusion guys; just know that you have NO RIGHT to judge anyone, because you DO NOT KNOW THEM OR WHO THEY ARE. Don't say someone is worth shit, because you don't know what they've been through or who they are. Don't believe you know what they do and do not deserve, because the moment you start being like that...the moment you judge others and think about what you believe they do or do not deserve, you begin to deserve less and less for yourself.
Never judge. Feel how you want, but do not judge others unless you truly TRULY know them, who they are, what they've been through.
Ignorance is such a bad thing, so how about knowing all the facts before you make any big decisions on people.

<3!ALL WE NEED IN THIS WORLD IS SOME LOVE!<3

Saturday, July 16, 2011

Spazzed XD

Sorry for not updating lately :P
Haven't had very much to update about and anyways, only a few people are following me and none are commenting at the moment, so i don't think it matters to keep up to date for now

Anyways. So close to mom's b-day and only a few weeks till i head back to school DX lol.
I can't wait for my moms party, she has to love it, she's been so excited. And i need to get started on her card :P (i almost always make hand-made cards)
And about school, lol XD God, it's start to really set in that im going back after being home-schooled for a while now. When clothes shopping for school and got a back-pack too and just looking at the stuff it's like, omg, i'm going back XD good lord, lets hope i can make it through without going crazy going off or falling asleep XD i think there will be parts i'll enjoy, tho, so i'm excited.
And hey, with school, i'll have more drama to report about on here XD

NOW....about the spazzing^^
Ok, so, i wake up, log on to the puter as always. i check twitter and Adam's having a twitter party -_- (my thought was like, aw, come on!!! you couldn't have waited till i was awake before u did this DX ?) Anyways, i start tweeting. And then i remember promising to tweet a friends pic i asked her to draw of Adam and i start trying to tweet it to him. i keep on and keep on while i'm checking my stuff and then finally, i check new tweets and he responded !!!! he said the pic looked awesome, idc what he said, i spazzing because he responded, hehehe :D (and you know the pic is awesome if he took the time to respond to it)
ok, just had to say that XD oh, and here's the awesome pic ;) --->  http://darkcat6.deviantart.com/art/I-WANT-YOUR-KISSES-197481917

Well, just had to let that out :3 Hope you guys are doing well (if anyone is reading this XD ).
I shall return another day!

<3 ! All we need in this world is some love ! <3

Wednesday, July 6, 2011

Adommy Oneshot and other stuff

Promised i'd post it up once it was finished and here it is! :3 http://sagogirl12.deviantart.com/art/I-Need-You-Now-217078014

Hope you like :3

And omg...my mom's b-day this year is gonna be eighties theme XD It's going....to be...SO AWESOME, I swear XD we're already coming up with outfits, dad's gonna come up with an 80's playlist-i soooooo cannot wait and it makes me so happy she's so excited for it, she NEEDS and DESERVES a really good b-day, she is one of the people i look up to the most, as well as my dad and some celebreties *cough* adam lambert *cough cough*. She does so much and she deserves this <3 I LOVE YOU MOMMY!! JUST THOUGHT I'D LET YOU KNOW, IF YOU HAPPEN TO READING THIS (dad has probably shown you it XD )
Oh, and dad, if you're reading-i need help with my laptop 0_0 it's being evil to annoy me, i'm ready to kill it, i swear.

Well, anyways, that is all :3 hope you enjoy the story, will update again soon <3

<3 ! All we need in this world is some love ! <3